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March 2, 2010 12:33 PM

Nooses

As far as I know, nooses haven't been found anywhere in Canada, although there was a recent cross burning in NS. Yet another has been found in the US, in a university library at UCSD.

These nooses are not free expression, they are acts of violence and terror. If something like that were to happen at McGill, my alma mater, I don't know what I would do. It would be devastating. It means that there are people that want to see me dead; they want to kill me. For me, it would mean that nowhere on campus were safe. Thousands of people were actually killed this way, and in worse ways, while onlookers threw parties. I urge you to read the account of the man lynched in the previous link. It is utterly horrifying. 

And yet some insist that it's no big deal. Nothing to worry about, just some young cranks trying to provoke people. No. This is at the root of American society. This is what some people think should continue. This is a reaction of a significant sector of society that feels its power threatened and would stop at nothing to preserve it. It is perfectly appropriate for some black students to feel so unsafe that they need to leave the school, either temporarily or permanently, because it is clear that dangerous people do not want them there. 

Just try to imagine the savagery required to do this to someone. I'm just talking about the "symbolic" noose hanging in a library, not even an actual lynching, because I can't even get my head about the cross-burning. I can't. Try to imagine what you would feel if you saw this in your workplace. What would you do? I know what I would do. I would demand action immediately. A investigation, questioning, company-wide denouncing of the crime as well as a company-wide meeting (if the company is small enough). There would be counselling and such for anyone too deeply affected and time off as required, so that people feel safe coming to work. I know that this might be what the offender wants, but fuck them. 

While I am happy that I am not in the US where this type of thing happens regularly, I have no illusions that there are other similar incidents happening here that are not getting attention. Makes me think of our suppressed Canadian slaveholding history. But I digress...

March 2, 2010 8:22 AM

My relationship with chocolate ice cream

I have a silly little confession from childhood. Sometimes we would travel to the Dairy Queen outside town as a family and have ice cream. It was always a good time. I enjoyed everything about it; the weather, the picnic tables, the location, the smells. I don't remember what anyone got other than me and my sister. She always ordered chocolate. I always ordered vanilla. ALWAYS.

Somehow, I developed this racial guilt over it. By this time I had already felt the sting of racism, both overtly and covertly. I knew that any sort of real protection had to come from us. And I figured that that included supporting things that were perceived as black. It made sense that my sister would prefer chocolate ice cream, but although it wasn't bad, I always found it bittersweet and tasty, while vanilla was just sweet and tasty. And I felt a tinge of selfishness and shame. I felt the same way about Girl Guide cookies. 

I got over this when I discovered strawberry ice cream, and then tiger-tail. I think I tried those because I was sick of the racial guilt. It was probably close to a decade before I had vanilla ice cream again, and by then I felt nothing about it. I mean, white people could have chocolate ice cream with no issues right? (I could make a white privilege argument there, but I will refrain). And over the years my feeling about the taste of chocolate ice cream hasn't really changed. 

Now I will sit down with my tea-with-milk, and two Golden Oreos.
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January 6, 2010 11:50 AM

Colonial mentality and me

I just finished reading a short article about colonial mentality in the Philippines and Latin America. Here's a passage:

The biased favouritism responsible for their overwhelming presence in film and television is deeply rooted on established Filipino "Ideals of Beauty" that are determine based on the possession of at least partial European ancestry, an ideal that stems from colonial concepts first introduced by over 300 years of Spanish colonial rule, then by a further generation of Anglo-American occupation.

I learned fairly early on a few things about my own ancestry compared to those of my peers that mainly revolved around limited access to information. First, I assumed that I was descended from slaves, and therefore any documentation about them would likely be non-existent; essentially limited to how much my parents knew about their own families. Second, it was obvious (to a young me) that I had some recent white ancestors (I'll post pics of my mother and brother at some point), so if I wanted any information beyond 2-3 generations, I would find it on that side. As a result, in later years, I believed that this, as well as with other reasons that deserve their own post, resulted in me placing slightly more value in my white ancestry than my black ancestry: I assumed that I would have more information about myself through them.

November 11, 2009 3:39 PM

Wrong black guy, part CIX

Yesterday in the hospital, an elderly, crazy woman asked me if I were Michael Jackson. "No," I said. "Michael Jackson is DEAD."

Then she went on to deny it and started rambling on like a...crazy person. I had no patience for her, and kept walking.
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May 21, 2009 10:19 AM

Racial slurs in French

I was talking about the word "nègre" with Julie last night. We looked it up in the dictionary and found some interesting usages. Beyond the most obvious ones were:
  • Nègre en chemise, now just called "noir et blanc"
  • Nègre, meaning "ghostwriter". (Think about that.) The OQLF changed it to "auteur fantôme".
And in Quebec:
  • Plan de nègre: An especially ugly expression describing some kind of underhanded plot
  • Juif: This means "Jew", but, as in English, the way it is used is actually quite offensive. For example, you say to your little girl, "Eille, ma juive!" when she is doing something sneaky. This is something that an older generation is far more likely to say, but then again, maybe not. I also really dislike the English usage (to be "jewed" = to be cheated out of something).
I'd like to know of more of these types of expressions in Quebec and elsewhere in the French-speaking world.

May 20, 2009 9:26 AM

Did I hear that right?

I think that I was just the target of a cowardly racial epithet.

I had just crossed the street after having left home to go to work. I had the light and right of way. There was a car that was waiting for me to get across so that it could turn, but he could not have been waiting for more than three seconds. When I got to the other side, the guy turned without incident, and the guy behind him blew straight through the intersection. Before doing so, he rolled down his window (I should remind you all that today was NOT a day to be riding around in your car with the windows down) and screamed, "FUCKING NIGGERRRR!" at me.

Let's see what the apologists and so on might have to say about this.

1) I had caused a three-second delay in his trip. It could have resulted in him having to wait on a red light, because I caused the guy in front of him to hold off on turning. I basically ruined his morning. It wasn't really racist, because he was just mad at having been delayed.

2) He wasn't really talking to me. He was talking to the driver in front of him that had turned right, but when I looked up, it only looked as though he were targeting me. I have no idea if the other driver were black, brown or purple. He just wanted in insult someone that had caused a delay. Not racist.

3) He didn't say, "Fucking nigger". He said, "Chrono Trigger", which is one of my favorite games on the SNES. Cool.

What the fuck was wrong with this guy? How can anyone justify this kind of behaviour? If he weren't hiding in his car, and I confronted him, what could he say? That if it weren't for people like me he would have his own country? (This actually happened two years ago downtown after he targeted me with a couple of "FUCK LES NÈGRES!") Did I do something wrong? I know that there are people, more than you would think, that believe in what this dickhole did. If anyone can come up with anything that makes even a bit of sense, I would like to hear it.

May 19, 2009 2:12 PM

A post-racial challenge

Much has been discussed about whether or not the Americans are post-racial or not. I think it should be pretty obvious that it isn't, but I won't cover that here. Despite the evidence that it's not the case, many seem to insist, for usually racist reasons, that the struggle is indeed over, and that blacks in particular should just shut up.

One thing that would help me believe that it's changing would be to actually drop the one-drop rule in North America and chiefly in the US. The one-drop rule was an idea created by white supremacists hundreds of years ago in order to solidify their position as being racially pure, and therefore superior, worthy of deference and subservience, and also to further marginalize black people. It also got poor whites on their side, defending their interests for while they might be dirt poor, at least they are still considered better than blacks. And we all know how well that lie was received. It's not the same in other parts of the world. For example, in North America, my nieces and nephews, all of whom have white parents are all considered black, even though some of them are phenotypically whiter than bleached cotton. But even if my parents and their parents, and some of their parents (my mother's grandmother was a FOB--fresh off the boat, that is, from England and white), ONE of those ancestors was black. So everyone after that is considered black. This was obviously a very bad thing to be hundreds of years ago, and today it's isn't exactly ideal.

May 4, 2009 10:04 AM

Keswick, Ontario: racist town

Even if it isn't true, it certainly looks that way because of the actions of a stupid principal and vice-principal. If you haven't heard, a local Korean Boy is being suspended for punching a breaking the nose of a fellow white student. If that was all there was to know, it wouldn't be a story. But since context is king, here are some more details.

  1. The white kid had been racially abusing him.
  2. The Korean kid demanded an apology.
  3. The white kid punched him in the mouth, splitting his lip.
  4. The Korean kid, trained in martial arts, punched back, breaking the white kid's nose.
  5. The white kid has so far gotten away with what he did, hate crime or no hate crime.
  6. The Korean kid has received the maximum punishment.
But wait, there's more.

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