I wish I weren't alone today
I wish I were okay
But if you were here with me
I wouldn't know what to say
I feel as though I have no will
As though I weren't at all
I can not even walk outside
To feel the sun, it's call
It's better than it was before
That much I must admit
At least I still reach out to you
As much this permits
Still I wish I weren't alone today
But writing this has helped
I have a couple hours left
For killing cancer's whelps
Addendum: I know it says that I am all alone today, but I'm not really. There are many people wishing me well, this I know. I still draw strength from you.
In case you forgot, I started more chemo two days ago, and it ends this afternoon. This afternoon can't come fast enough, though.
